Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Bad times...

OK, I have been out of my medication for a long time. Things are going like shit really bad for me right now. I'm snappy, depressed, upset, and getting back to where I just really don't give a fuck again. I don't really have the money to pay a doctor to see them, and pay for the medication. Zack said he will help, but for some reason I don't think he will.
I feel like just giving up again, fuck everything!

3 comments:

Libby said...

no way! you've come this far for some good reason, right? i'd pat ya on the back & say 'it's ok, you can do it!' would that help? i have faith in ya!

Unknown said...

Thank you Libby, I spent my moms vacation money on my doctor and my medication, now I really feel like shit!

Unknown said...

I love you very much and and only want you healthy not feeling like me all the time....I love you...MA