Surgery
OK so the hospital called me and told me I have surgery coming up on the 22ND. I am so not looking forward to it. I am really scared and freaked out about the whole damn thing. I will be going to Honolulu for surgery.
My birthday is 2 days away. Am I suppose to be happy or stoked about it? I don't know what
I am suppose to feel about it, I just know that I am not happy about it. I thought coming here to Hawaii would be a good thing, but it is more like a bad thing. I am hating it here, I am really lonely. I don't have any friends or family here, and I don't really do that much from day to day.
I think as soon as I find out what is going on with my SSI, I will be leaving this place and going home. I want to be back home so bad. Never have I wanted to be back with my mom this badly. I don't really know what I'm going to do..... I'm hating this though.
5 comments:
Well my Love, I wish I could be there with you and for you. Know that I am with you and thinking about you. I love you and want you to stay in Hawaii. I may just come over there to live, who knows. I want to come for a visit and if I like it then I can move there?
I love you,
MA
Well I am not sure where you will stay if you come out though.
paul-i was gonna eml to ask when your birthday was, i knew it was this month, just not when...
oh man, i really wish you had someone there with ya to go thru getting through the surgery stuff. just know that i'm thinking about ya, & i'll say a prayer for ya!
Things will work out and I love you. Yesterday was Paul's birthday Libby. Do not sweat the small stuff right now son.
I love you,
MA
Thank you Libby, and thank you too mom
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