Ouch and yuck!

OK, we have been using the ointment on the wound, and it looks like it is killing the Staff. But the nasty and painful thing is pulling the staff out when it is dead, looks like nasty dried worms, and it bleeds and hurts. I am really hating this a lot. To be honest, I am never scared of much of anything, even the cancer didn't really scare me any, but this is scaring me, really has me worried. I hope it goes away soon, or I might have to sue the doctor for malpractice or something ......
Let's hope it don't come down to that.

Sigh

The infection in my back is starting to look bad again. The doc gave me a special cream with silverdene in it that is suppose to help get rid of the infection, I hope this one works.

The 2 drunks have not been so bad here the last few days. They have done well in keeping to them selves and leaving the rest of us alone.

Depressed

I have been so damn depressed lately, and not sleeping, been keeping me from wanting to write anything on here. I am so tired, and beat, I feel like I am coming down from a long dope binge. Things are not really all that good for me right now, and I am not really sure whats bothering me.
We have these 2 drunks here that have been causing a lot of problems here. Coming home drunk, cussing people out and causing all kinds of stress here. They are getting evicted in 45 days though.

New Image

This is an image of what the infection is looking like at the moment. It's got me really worried, but the doctor said it is nothing to worry about yet. So I don't know.......

Poor Bike

The bike died on me when I took it to town, didn't like the ride i guess. Made it to my friends house and had to leave it there. So there it sits now....... Oh well I am waiting for a special check to come in and then I am either leaving here or I am going to buy a Car. Still not sure which one yet though.

Sorry I have not said anything in awhile, but there just has been nothing to really say. Everything here has been really boring. Nothing has changed.

My doctor has been putting me on so many different medications to try to help me get to sleep, and shut my head down from all the commotion inside it. My head never shuts up, my thoughts are always reeling. I only get a few hours sleep every night. It really sucks.