I do not have a date for the surgery yet, and they changed my insurance on me and now I am waiting to hear from the new company about my new insurance.
The laceration they did on my back is growing really fast now, and it is growing in 2 different spots now. The dermatologist said I might be able to get surgery here on the big island and not have to worry about that flight again.
This is all I have so far.
OK I seen the dermatologist today, and we talked, and I almost got sick there while we were talking. It was weird, I got hot flashes and got really nauseated!
He told me the whole procedure, and how simple it was going to be. I am going to be in and out the same day. So no worries about me, OK?
The cancer is so small that there is really no worry about it being spread through my system.
OK I have been up all night, so I am going to bed now, good night!
OK the 17TH was my birthday and I turned 28.
I talked to my insurance company today and they told me they are flying me out for just a consultation on Monday. Man talking about bad communication! They had me all worked up over nothing at all!
My birthday was boring, just like the last one was, my mom did call me though. She sang happy birthday to me over the phone. How sweet of her, huh?
I wish my mom would quit stressing about being over here with me though. I will be OK, I am a grown boy now and I will come out of this OK. So please mom, quit worrying so much. It is going to be OK. I am sure of this.
OK so the hospital called me and told me I have surgery coming up on the 22ND. I am so not looking forward to it. I am really scared and freaked out about the whole damn thing. I will be going to Honolulu for surgery.
My birthday is 2 days away. Am I suppose to be happy or stoked about it? I don't know what
I am suppose to feel about it, I just know that I am not happy about it. I thought coming here to Hawaii would be a good thing, but it is more like a bad thing. I am hating it here, I am really lonely. I don't have any friends or family here, and I don't really do that much from day to day.
I think as soon as I find out what is going on with my SSI, I will be leaving this place and going home. I want to be back home so bad. Never have I wanted to be back with my mom this badly. I don't really know what I'm going to do..... I'm hating this though.
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